So yeah. Ive been thinking. Lots of things have been happening around me. Some that im not proud of. Lots of things that teach me how to be a good person. And i guess i need to be a better human being.. This might be too late for new year resolutions.. So i guess i'll call this a 17-year-old resolution. So yeah, here are some stuffs im planning to do this year:

1)Be more religious.
Dont laugh assholes. Im serious. Im going to try and pray 5 times a day whenever possible, less vulgarities, etc etc.

2)Morning/Midnight jogs.
I need to train my stamina.. So im thinking of jogging around the neighbourhood at least 3 times a week. I dont want to get a bronze for napha and having to go an extra 3 months of NS :)

3)Be more respectful.
Even though i dont believe in karma, i do think that in order for people to respect you, is for you to respect them. This is something that really took me a long time to realize..

Will add more in the future. So basically, i want to be a better person and healthier :D



I walk, you run
Feel so outdone
You always wanted it to be one on one
I cost, you're free
Make me believe
That you've been innocent 'til proven guilty

So, scrape my hands and knees
Softer now, I plead for you forgiveness
Cause the world can't stand to witness
You keep tearing me down
Looks like I met my match today

Play me in everything
Make me a rival
But you still don't see that you're
Sore winner
A sore winner
Losing is not your thing
You can't hold the title
But you still don't see that you're
Sore winner
A sore winner

I want, you feed
Pick up your speed
There can't be saving if it's already been won
I play for keeps but you don't listen
Remember me?
I'm what your missing
Missing out on (Missing out on)
Stuck in this competition

So, scrape my hands and knees
Softer now,
I read your mindless interest
As we're coming down to inches
You keep tearing me down
Looks like I met my match today

Play me in everything
Make me a rival
But you still don't see that you're
Sore winner
A sore winner
Losing is not your thing
You can't hold the title
But you still don't see that you're
Sore winner
A sore winner

Play me in everything
Make me a rival
But you still don't see that you're
Sore winner
A sore winner
Losing is not your thing
You can't hold the title
But you still don't see that you're
Sore winner (Still don't see that you're)
A sore winner

Play me in everything (Play me!)
Make me a rival (Make me!)
But you still don't see that you're
A sore winner

Realness

Nice song by TFT. I like :)

Lesson #1: The only way to oppose hatred is with more hatred.

am i really THAT nice? too nice that people can take advantage of me and stuffs? sometime i ask myself why do i even bother trying to be nice to them...