yeah.. spent these days playing my psp.. being anti social and stuffs.. yup.. everyday go home, go bathe, go in room, play psp... den watch a little tv and played a little bit of guitar.. den continue playing psp.. yup.. i think i need to get a life... dont laugh ass hole.. oh wait.. xw said its not a hole.. ass tunnel.. yeah.. sounds weird.. nvm..

yeah.. ytd fuck that driver.. see me crossing the road.. from so far he nv slow down.. from far see me oso nv slow down.. it a stright road ass hole.. and to make it worse, he speed up.. fuck.. yeah.. my 16 years on earth flashed thru my eyes fer a moment.. luckily it was just 16.. so it wasnt that long.. so i like stepped back and stood in the middle of the road until that asshole drove past.. i know what you're thinking.. it wud be so cool if i got hit and be at the hospital.. no nid go sch and stuffs.. yeah.. i thought that too.. until i realize i haf O lvls at the end of the year.. fuck.. i need to study more..

my results were not that satisfying.. yeah, i got an A.. and yeah, i failed a subject... my EOY last year was waaayy better.. L1R4 11.. woah.. 11 pointer man.. but this one my L1r4 IS JUST 16.. damn.. i nid to buck up..

yeah.. i like listening to this song.. makes me feel that ppl arnd me are pathetic.. =D no offense ppl.. just nid alone time :P

the song:
time to say good bye - simple plan

yeah.. fuck.. no one uploaded it on imeem.. and blooger failed me again to put a youtube vid here.. so.. go search yr self.. oh wait.. i can giv link.. wait wait.. song :)


the lyrics:
I just don't want to waste another day
I'm trying to make things right
But you shove it in my face
And all those things you've done to me I can't erase
And I can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye

On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappeared without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found a way to let me down

It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be the same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're going to drown
(Think you're going to drown)
You just grab your arms around me and pull me down

It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be the same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

Now I'm gone
It's too late
You can't fix Your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream
So you cry
I can see
Through your lies
You're just trying to change me
(Trying to change me)

Somewhere in the distance
There's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me
But I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders
And I'm sick of feeling down
So I guess it's time for me to say goodbye

yup.. yeah.. okay.. er.. oh yes.. dont foerget to pause the song up there 1st.. ltr cannot play.. okay.. so i guess i see u when i see you :)

okay.. i just realize i used a lot of 'f' words.. im very sorry.. lol.. seriously..

yep.. red dots all over my feet.. why? no.. not measles, however u spell it.. its becoz of those damn mosquitoes in malaysia.. ass holes.. i haf no idea why they only attack my feet.. okay.. mayb not just my feet.. my hands, arms.. nvm.. anw.. my whole body is itching right now.. and this is why i hate going to malaysia.. ass..

focus study started today.. so far its okay.. those continuous drillings have not started yet... so yeah.. im happy about it.. for now..

just now eng ms hesley told us we're having show and tell nxt lesson.. we are supposed to bring a song and tell the class why i like that song.. i dont know why.. but the song my band keep playing in my head.. den i keep reminding myself that no vulgarities allowed in sch xP yeah.. so the nxt song that came into my mind was a dragonforce song.. and yup.. i reminder myself that i cant let the class listen to a song which is like 10 mins and 3/4 of the song is guitar solos -.- den i will be like,"Hi.. this is my song.. and here comes my favourite part.. the solo.. and yup.. another solo.. and you are right.. one more guitar solo.." yeah.. that wud ne stupid.. im oso thinking of that song zombie by cranberries.. yeah.. that wud make all my classmates have nightmare aft listening to her viking (as described by halim -.-) voice.. yeah.. so.. yeah.. im thinking of a perfect song here.. so.. leave me alone.. lol.. jkjk.. dont leave me.. okay that sounded gay.. nvm.. you know what to do.. the 'x' button is up there.. just click it. bye

ahh.. feels good to be back.. my bed :) my pillows :) my guitar :) my room :) hahas.. okay.. stop crapping.. hais.. tmr strt sch.. i still havent do humans and compre.. going to do compre now... if got time i do humans.. if not i do tmr recess.. and damn.. tmr focus study.. hais..

okay.. today, wasted 2 hrs in the morning wif karim since we had no humans lesson.. aft arnd 9 waiting fer teacher, we went to 883 go eat.. den aft that walked arnd the sch till 10+.. den had eng aft that.. was okay.. got some grammar thing.. den mt kena do letter writing.. didnt haf a lot of ideas.. so shud be getting shitty marks :) den aft that got cca.. poon dun haf so mdm ng took over.. okay lah the cca just now.. not that boring.. aft cca watched azri and fairuz practice.. den aft that go home..

just finished watching db.. hadi was right.. the movie sucked.. but they got cool hair though.. okay.. not really.. its just a mohawk wif lots of hair at the sides.. didnt really get the story line.. yeah.. and where the heck is that botak krillin? hais.. so.. db evolution was epic failure.. yeah.. so im going to do sth to make up for the 1 and half hr of watching epic failed db.. still wondering what i wan do.. so.. yeah.. cya ltr.. and 1 more thing.. dont watch db evolution at cinema.. waste of money! :)

hais.. tmr got lessons.. to make it worse, gt cca.. to make it more worse, i nid go see ms wong at 7.30am tmr.. ass.. now i nid to wake up 1/2 hr earlier.. go out of hse 1/2 hr earlier.. and see he face for 1/2 hr.. ass.. hais.. she called me when i was sleeping.. here's the convo:

wong: um.. helo.. can i speak to muhaimin?
my mother: MIN! WAKE UP! your teacher call..
me: ugh..
wong: hello.. is this muhaimin?
me: uh.. yeah..
wong: er.. muhaimin.. are you awake?
me: uh.. yeah..
wong: am i disturbing?
me: uh.. yeah..
wong: okay.. tmr you got lessons right?
me: uh.. yeah...
wong: what time?
me: uh.. huh?
wong: wad time?
me: 8.. i guess..
wong: okay.. you come to sch at 7.30 and finish your corrections k?
me: WHAT? oh oh.. um.. kay..
wong: okay. bye
me: uh.. yeah..

yup.. den i went to sleep.. ass.. i was having the best dream ever and she woke me up.. i was so fucked up that i had a nightmare (daymare? in the day -.-) aft that i had to wake up.. hais.. so.. im still trying to rmb what that dream was abt.. so.. gimme some space here.. bb

okay.. i was bored and saw my guitar.. picked it up.. and suddenly faishal voice in my head singing oasis.. so i listened to dont look back in anger and learn how to play it.. so.. yeah.. im learning.. bb

today's sports carnival was a complete disaster -.- kena owned by sec 5s.. to make it worse it rained.. hais.. today oso nv go prayers.. the school keep saying can go at 12.30.. den at 12.30 they call everyone go hall fer closing ceremony -.- den the ceremony aka 'fruit givaway' ended at 1.20.. how the heck are we supposed to go prayers?! later we reach mosque everyone finish oredi -.- so since got noc hance to play during sports carnival, we all go MFT go play soccer :) it had been a very long time since i played this much.. i think i stayed there fer abt 3-4 hrs.. normally i 1 or 2 hrs den go home.. just now, since i long time nv play in rain, play in the rain.. okay.. that sentence sounds weird.. nvm.. den aft that went to the coffeeshop at 883.. den walked home.. walk walk walk until duno walk where den went home.. reach home, bathe, played a little bit of guitar, den took a nap.. woke up, went out fer late dinner, go home, use com.. now im here :) wheee.. lol okay.. bb

oh yeah.. one more thing.. today my class was together and had class spirit for the first time! all thanks to those pizzas.. :) finished 4 boxes in 5 minutes :)

okay.. wad did i do today..? ah.. today got performances by key personels.. they got hidden talent in dancing.. lol.. yeah.. den go back got mt.. did this 80 word thing.. find 80 words wif pre and suffixes.. den maths.. had to do lots of practice or wad she call it, revision -.-, on matices.. den kena called during recess.. nid work on humans file.. comepleted in 10 mins.. went down.. eat.. den got chem.. my chem file is pathetic.. oni like 2 or 3 papers inside -.- den kena nagged by ms wong.. say duno wad nid to file myself den do all properly.. den short after mr low came into class.. den he say bring file tmr.. den i go ask him inside nothing ah.. den he say yeah.. he will file fer us.. den i tell ms wong to learn from him.. go file for us instead of nagging at us.. den she gave me that wth look to me.. and gave a wtf look to mr low.. den mr low made the face he normally make when ppl dont get his joke.. hahas.. owned by bf lol.. den aft that dnt.. usual stuffs.. den aft sch got ref breifing.. went there.. listen listen.. den went to play soccer.. i think i played abt 15-20 mins oni.. den rain.. when playing ah.. the sky power sia.. the sky was very very cloudy so it shud be dark right? but then sun was shining at us.. so cool.. look like some mortal combat scene or sth.. or mayb dragon ball.. i duno.. speaking of dragonball.. i wan watch dragonball evolution.. i wan see them waving their hands until pink and blue glows come out of their hands.. lol.. yeah.. i just woke up at arnd 10.45.. i forgot when i slept.. i didnt even know i was sleeping.. the last thing i rmb was playing my guitar.. den suddenly my mother came into my room at 10.45 asking me whether got hw anot.. yeah.. so tmr sports carnival.. going to bring extra set of clothes.. i can bet my class tee will surely get dirty.. yup.. den im going to ref the sec 2s.. wheeeeeee. lol.. yeah.. i will be a nice guy and dun kelong on any team.. :) so.. yeah.. nights.

anw.. i suddenly listen to a7x again.. this song nice.. the one up there ^ yeah.. never paid attention to the lyrics but wahh.. a lot meaning sia o.o lyrics time! LOL

Centuries pass and still the same
War in our blood, some things never change
Fighting for land and personal gain
better your life, justify our pain

The end is knocking
The end is knocking

We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride

How many lives will we take
How many hearts destined to break
Nowhere to run, can't escape
Full of ourselves, tied to our fate

The end is knocking
The end is knocking, yeah

We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride

With peace of mind so hard to find
We're dwelling on the drastic signs
Another way to numb our mind
And as you close your eyes tonight
And pray for a better life
You’ll see it flying helplessly away

We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride

wow.. everywhere we turn.. more hatred surrounds us.. deep sia.. yeah.. so yup.. end here.. goodbye.. the 'x' buttin is up there.. just click it.. toodles.. sayonara.. go.. get lost.. shoo.. :)

been thinking lately (wow).. wondered what happens if i dont have feelings.. could be very cool.. might be very sad.. there's always a good thing and bad thing.. the bad thing is that you cant feel joy.. happiness.. love.. and all other happy emotions.. wont jump around when get good marks.. no feeling of love towards the person you like.. yeah.. however.. the good thing is.. you cant feel anything.. you wont regret the regretful regrets from the regretful pasts.. dont feel shameful when you do emmbarrassing stuffs.. no feelings of jealousy whatsoever.. yeah.. i guess i'd rather haf no feelings.. coz without feelings.. ppl can think better.. and i really want to think more :) mugger-toad

yeah.. epic during recess.. damn lah that guy.. ass hole.. nah.. i'll just be a good boy and forget about it.. yeah.. hope hadi chills..

hais.. just when i tot i wont be so unlucky to kena file check.. dang.. kena humans somemore.. hais.. i hate file checks.. hais.. now i nid to find all my humans notes.. told karim to lend me his if i cant find mine.. wont hurt right if i just change the name.. den aft that giv back karim.. good idea huh? :)

hahas.. anw.. today got phy marks.. glad i passed.. now nid to get good marks fer chem so that can help ace my sci.. hais.. did very badly fer this test.. so many c6.. hais.. today oso rained like the sky no more clouds like that.. freakin non stop from morn till even i reach home.. hais.. ate quite a lot in sch.. tmr nid pay lots of things.. humans divider.. maths stuffs.. lucky finish paying the class tee.. so now i haf abt 15 dollars left to pay clinton and lixing.. hais.. so many creditors.. damn it.. i forgot to take pics of lockers and books again.. hais.. mr cheong will kill me.. hais.. den i think tmr get poa.. i think i can pass.. damn.. havent done maths.. hais.. okok.. i will do hw later :)

okay.. today aft sch went to civic centre.. so long i nv go there.. surprised the library is still there.. so long nv go there to read books.. went there coz hawa wanted to pay duno wad rubbish bin thingy.. yeah.. i haf no idea what that is.. den aft that went to eat.. and ass farid.. left me there alone wif the others.. felt kinda awkward.. hais.. say he wan go home.. den duno where he go.. went deeper into cwp.. anw.. long john was kinda okay.. i duno why girls like them so much.. all i see is over grilled fish and chicken -.- den the chips.. they say taste funny.. i tasted it.. there was nothing funny abt it.. it doesnt even haf any taste -.- weird tase buds.. aft that walked home.. reached home and started guitaring.. play songs that i learnt long ago..

hais.. im getting a headache.. i think im getting a fever.. nah.. im a strong boy.. no fever can bring me down! i hope..

hahas... just saw this thing.. click this link --> http://letmegooglethatforyou.com/?q=Is+this+cool+or+what lol.. it might look lame.. but kinda fun.. replace the Is+this+cool+or+what wif other words and use + fer spacing.. lol. fer ppl who duno how to google :)

okay.. very weird.. i just woke up and i saw some people in my room whom i dont know.. they were using my com.. and guess what i did? i took my guitar and started playing like a grumpy sleepy boy.. lol.. what was i supposed to do? asked them " who the fuck are you and what are you doing in my fucking room when im fucking sleeping?!" lol.. i got manners k? hahas

anw.. today got that referee thing again.. and again i had to miss the soccer games again.. i think shah oso coz he got cca.. the both of us never get to play soccer when everyone's around.. always got sth more imp going on.. damn.. we very sad.. lol. anw.. that ref thingy.. played captain's ball.. joel keep telling me to play rough wif the boys.. lol.. how am i supposed to play rough when the boy keep saying sorry everytime he hit me or i hit him? i haf a soft heart for polite ppl :) chewah.. hahas. tot finish arnd 4 sia.. so i was thinking of playing soccer fer a while.. budden finish at 5 -.- so lazy play soccer and went home.. awkward moment at the bus stop.. yeah.. reach home.. bathed.. den took a nap until those unknown ppl came.. yeah.. so yup.. other the stinky food.. i guess it is an okay day :)

okay.. today was.. hmm.. kinda interesting i guess.. well not really.. all i know it is better than ytd :) okay.. so today i no exam.. so sat in calssroom fer "silent" reading, which was never silent fer the past 3 years.. chiong-ed my silent reading file stuffs.. cant believe i did 8 SRs worksheets in 45 mins.. wow.. hadi helped me find some articles.. esp abt family.. i cant seem to find any.. thx hadi..

aft sr was pe.. again, kena run 16 rounds.. we were allwondering why the timing when hadi lead was faster than when me and dhivyen lead.. den we founf out we only ran 3 rounds when hadi was leading.. the weird thing is that the badge that was running wif use also ran 3 rounds.. hahas.. fail maths.. lol

den aft that had humans.. kinda interesting as usual.. crafted essay qns fer the 1st 15 mins or so.. den surprised by and essay practice.. i just realized sth.. ms chen last year said she wan to giv us our last year's paper and do it again to see if we had studied during the dec hols.. which no one did.. yeah.. and she havent giv us those qns yet.. i think she forgot.. lets hope she wont rmb..

den recess.. ate unhealthy food since it was wednesday :) talk talk as usual.. yeah.. nth nice happened during recess other than yongkang and azri talking crap abt gays..

den had poa.. went thru sole traders wif adjustments.. yeah.. aft that maths.. teacher nv come.. so talk talk talk wif the indians.. lol.. im not being racist here.. correct wad? hadi karim faishal and dhivyen all indians.. anw.. disturbed hadi during that period.. hahas.. me and faishal very bad.. lol

den last was eng.. handed in my sr file.. got back eng paper.. and grammar test... dissapointing marks even though i passed.. yeah.. was fun lah.

aft sch "played" soccer.. was quite an interesting game... since only got me, shah, zil and ali, aft the jews went off wif khairul, we had nothing to do.. waited for some opponents but no one came.. so we kick kicthe ball.. see who can hit the bar or the goal post.. ali got it first.. den me (surprisingly), den zil.. shah was very sad.. lol.. den they all want juggle ball.. i hate them.. i cant juggle damnit.. hahas.. went off at arnd 3.15.. went to buy bubble tea.. im in love wif milo ice blended.. dont ask why.. yeah.. den walked home..

reach home, while waiting for my body to dry, played my guitar.. had been practicing afterlife by a7x.. yes afterlife.. i know i cant do the freakin solo.. so thats why i do zacky vengeance's part :) sounds nicer than synyster gates' apart from that cool solo.. yeah.. wished i could play lefty guitar so can look like zacky.. oh well.. my guitar is righty.. and im a righty.. but i wan play lefty.. so cool.. even daniel could do it.. but then again.. i cant control my left hand so the picking will suck.. yeah.. anw.. mastered the verse and bridge and chorus.. still nid practice on my speed picking.. freaking hard.. my fingers cant keep up wif my pick -.-

yeah.. so.. i think im going to stop here.. my tummy very bloated.. ate a crab :) seriously.. so.. cya

okay.. im bored today.. this is going to be once in a blue moon opportunity for u guys to see parts of my room.. my untidy room.. VERY untidy room.. :)

yeah.. thanks karim and halim fer accompanying me to buy my epiphone.. yeah.. and abt that limit thing on my nets.. it only allows me to pay using it 200 bucks per day.. i was going to be so depressed den i tried withdrawing cash.. and suprisingly, i could withdraw them.. so paid 200 using nets.. and 130 using cash.. now im broke.. well.. not really.. :) hahas



anw, didnt get to play my guitar fer very long coz when i reach home, everyone was getting rdy to go malaysia.. so i just played fer like 15 mins.. yup.. there quite fun ah.. slept at arnd 2am, entertaining my 2 yr old nephew.. he like duno the meaning of tired sia.. like 24/7 jumping arnd.. hahas.. den i was so bloody tired i just went to slp.. den he like jumping on my stomach T.T lucky he was very light.. or else.. hais.. lol. yeah.. so i think the fun part there was playing with my nephew.. the rest all neutral.. not so fun, not so not fun.. yeah..



so now im going to play my guitar.. which is suprisingly quite heavy =.= yup.. see you soon.. and yeah.. i think im going to pass physics this time :)