Friday 29 May 2009
Lepakzz... Again..
Until you give.. Until you've used..
Until you've lost.. Until you lose..
Until you see, how could you believe?
Until you've lived a thousand times..
Until you've seen the other side..
Until the truth becomes a lie..
Until you change, until you deny..
Until you believe..


so yeah.. today.. we lepak at dzul's hse :)) yeah.. aft sch went to dzul's played some guitar.. then went prayers.. then me and ali came back to dzul's hse.. lol.. the guys made it look like its their own hse.. lol.. rudy, zil and faishal at dzul's room playing guitar... aizal and farid at the living room playing ps3.. shah and dzul in the small room behind the living room playing combat arms.. hahas.. so cool.. lol.. watched and jammed wif rudy and the others in dzul's room.. aft rudy went home, played ps3 wif the rest.. played nba.. i sucked.. yeah.. almost got my nips pinched. hahas.. but saved :) play nba like nobody's business.. now i know how basketball fans feel.. lol.. then played combat arms wif dzul.. yeah.. play play play till abt 6 then i went home.. so yeah.. that all fer today.. morning till 12 is mock exams.. 12-1 guitar at dzul's.. 1-3 prayers + kfc... 3-6 all up there.. yeah.. lol.. thx dzul :)
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Wednesday 27 May 2009
Lepakzz...
I’m riding it out, this storm that you brought in
Bringing it down, only around, for you I go again
It’s got to be, easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down, dragging me out
How did you end up in that crowd?

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me
Will you still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four

Remember the line, never say die?
You were the reason I survived
Where did you go? I need to know
I waited here, you never showed
It’s gonna be, harder for me
I can't forgive so many things
When you were down, I was around
Why would you try and hurt me now

yeah.. today as usual.. MT papers.. yeah... kept myself awake by eating bubble gums.. yeah.. blowing bubbles like nobody's business.. hahas.. haish.. my MT the results not consistent.. im kinda afraid that i will not get an A fer the Os.. haish.. must work hard! and pray more! :) anw.. aft sch was bored.. so we played soccer.. well.. not all of us.. oni me, rudy, aizal, dzul, ali, halim and farid.. hazwan and mariam came to join too.. and mani came soon aft.. its been like soo long since we last played soccer.. so a little bit pancit ah.. played a while till abt 4 den relaxed under the void deck.. was bored so we attacked halim's hse.. lol.. his room was so crowded.. got me, faishal, karim, halim, dzul, rudy, aizal and farid.. lol.. played a little guitar wif them and stuffs.. crapped the whole time.. faishal wif that straw hat.. still wondering why halim haf that straw hat.. yeah.. then abt 6 we went off.. walked to the 913 bus stop wif farid, aizal and rudy.. talked talked abt wad i cant rmb.. then from there me and rudy made our way to cwp to take 912.. talked abt mt and stuffs.. yeah.. kinda awkward fer some time.. coz its not everyday i talk to him one to one.. unlike shah.. always talk abt anime wif me.. yeah.. saw that shop at interchange.. i think the guy who make those posters failed english.. spelt convenience as convience.. slept stationery as stationary.. lol.. yeah.. and me and rudy tot that we were bad in eng.. i guess there is always someone who is worse that you huh? hahas.. so yeah.. no lame stupid vids today.. coz i didnt haf the time to look at lame vids.. hahas.. so yeah.. cya..
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Monday 25 May 2009
Damn..
Argh.. fuck-tards.. haish.. anw.. today was the malay mock exam thingy.. yeah.. i bet i failed miserably.. couldnt concentrate man.. bloody hungry.. ass.. so yeah.. im gonna overdose myslef wif bubble gums tmr.. so there is no reason fer me to not do well tmr.. i hope.. lol..

anw, today aft sch had nth to do.. so went to cwp wif ezz and az.. ezz and az.. hahas.. catchy. lol.. nvm.. went to eat mac.. azri kept getting owned.. maybe its the hair.. nvm.. you wont get it.. lol..

so yeah.. i reached home abt 4.. then my parents just reached home from johore.. and they want to go out.. so i had a quick shower and went out.. well.. i duno where we went coz i slept in the car ferm 4.30 till 6.. and the next thing i knew my sis was beside me and we were in cwp car park.. yeah.. weird.. haish.. i think im getting fat.. mayb i shud stop eating late at night and sleep less in the afternoon.. i duno why, but i always have a freaking heavy supper these days.. keep eating from 11.30pm onwards.. yeah.. mayb im just stressed or sth.. i duno.. or mayb im just thinking too much.. and im just eating my worries away.. so yeah.. i shud stop thinking so much and start focusing into mt Os which is next week.. wads done is done.. cant turn back the time.. so yeah.. like that show says.. KEEP MOVING FORWARD! *plays jonas brothers music*.. yeah.. i forgot wad show it is.. wad robinsons thingy.. nvm.. lol.. so yeah.. and i always haf retarded lame and stupid vids to cheer myself up.. not to forget hadi's report card.. that always makes me feel happy :)

so yeah.. 2 more stupid retarded vid.. dont forget to press esc to stop the blog song.. enjoy :)



cant get enuf of this vid.. cool song by fenix tx :)

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Sunday 24 May 2009
Everything will end..
so yeah.. sunday today.. and im at home playing guitar.. coz my parents are out and im left at home T.T shouldnt haf slept so much.. ass.. anw.. tmr will be the start of mock exam week.. gonna haf mt 24/7. okay mayb not.. just abt 6hrs per day fer 5 days.. erm.. 6/5? yeah.. sth like that.. haish.. so bored these days.. trying to polish up my guitar playing.. which isnt going anywhere.. i can do it good.. budden it becomes bad again 5 mins later.. -.- hais.. need to be wif my guitar lesser.. must read more books and stuffs.. haish.. O level.. every student's nightmare.. 2nd nightmare to be exact.. the 1st one is PSLE.. i cant help but think wad whud happen if i fail O level.. lol.. haish.. must think positive.. i think im really going to focus in that mock exam week.. yeah.. and yeah.. i also need to restock on my candy just in case..

soo hot these days.. i cant believe im sweating in my room.. okay.. the fan isnt on.. nvm.. haish.. nid update my links.. so many ppl delete blog oredi, change their links.. hais.. im lazy.. haish.. nvm.. bb

press esc to turn off the blog song

im bored.. so i watched this to entertain myself



and another one

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Saturday 23 May 2009
Unholy Confessions..
no.. im not gonna tell you anything unholy.. just that at last i haf leant how to play that song ^^ aft so many months.. okay.. not really.. i learn it like once every month coz always get tired figuring out the beat.. lol.. anw.. im bored.. got this from mysara blog.. lets do it! lol


Rules are you enter the letter into the search box and choose one or more person to write about ( if the same person comes up twice use next down the list )
Let's begin

A.
Angela/Azri
1) Do you know this person?
Angela: duhh
Azri: yup
2) Is this person your enemy?
Angela: i wan to kill her.. lol.. jkjk
Azri: how can someone i know so long be my enemy?
3) Is this person taller than you?
Angela: er.. i duno.. mayb same height o.O
Azri: yes..

B.
Benedict
1) What do you really think of this person?
- funny, good in chem
2) What’s their favourite color?
- never asked him before o.O
3) Ever danced with them?
- whaa? no.

C.
Clinton
1) Do you know this person?
- yeah
2) Where did you meet this person?
- school? sec 1
3) How old are they?
- 16 duhh

D.
Denzel
1) How long have you known him/her?
- 4 years?
2) Your relationship between you and him/her?
- friend
3) Ever quarrel with him/her before?
- nope


E.
Eileen/Ezzuan
1) Have you met their parents?
Eileen: no
Ezzuan: yeah
2) Worst thing about this person?
Eileen: i duno
Ezzuan: oso duno
3) Best thing about this person?
Eileen: she got lots of sweets :)
Ezzuan: he has lots of songs and psp games that can giv me :)

F.
Faishal/Fadzil
1) Have you ever dated this person?
Faishal: wtf?!
Fadzil: nope
2) When is the last time you saw him/her?
Faishal: ytd
Fadzil: ytd oso
3) Do you go to school with him/her?
Faishal: sec sch
Fadzil: sec sch

G.
cant think of anyone wif the letter G
1) Are they a good listener?
2) Do you shared your problems with him/her?
3) Is this person nice?

H.
Halim/Hawa/Hadi
1) What year are they in?
Halim: 4th
Hawa: 4th
Hadi: 4th lol.. unless u count the 2 3rd years
2) Is he/she your best friend?
Halim: good friends
Hawa: good friends
Hadi: buffed friend
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
Halim: unless jamming is illegal, then no
Hawa: i dont think so..
Hadi: i dont.. he does :) i think

I.
1) What is this person’s favourite food?
2) How did you meet this person?
3) Do you trust them?

J.
Jonathan/Joel
1) Do they have any siblings?
Jonathan: i think he has a brother or a sister
Joel: i think he has a brother
2) Do you know their favourite song?
Jonathan: lol.. i duno
Joel: never asked him before
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you?
Jonathan: freak out..
Joel: faint -.-

K.
Kanages/ Keen Hoe/Karim
1) How old were you when you first met?
Kanages: didnt know she existed till sec 2..
Keen Hoe: sec 1
Karim: sec 1
2) How did you meet?
Kanages: i duno.. i saw her walking past my class.. lol
Keen Hoe: CCA
Karim: i sat beside him on 1st day of sch..
3) Ever danced with this person?
Kanages: NOO!
Keen Hoe: that wud be awkward..
Karim: er.. no

L.
Lok Shing/Lena
1) When is the last time you went out with him/her?
Lok Shing: cant rmb..
Lena: never
2) Do you like him/her?
Lok Shing: As a friend yes
Lena: oso as a friend
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?
Lok Shing: of course
Lena: lol.. i duno

M.
Mysara/Mandy
1) Is this person older or younger than you?
Mysara: younger i think
Mandy: i haf no idea
2) Is this person single?
Mysara: duno.. ask her yrself
Mandy: oso duno.. ask her yrself oso
3) What is the relationship between you and this person?
Mysara: classmate, candy shop
Mandy: cca friend

N.
Nadiah
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- wtf.. NO!
2) Have this person seen you cried before?
- i dont think so..
3) Do you know this person’s birthday?
- er..


O.
1) Are you related?
2) Could you live with this person?
3) Do you believe this person is gay/les?

P.
Prasad
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
- yeah
2) How about a sleepover with them?
- whaa? no!
3) Does this person have a job?
- he is a student


Q.
1) Does this person drink alcohol?
2) Have you seen this person dance?
3) Where do they work?

R.
Rudy
1) Have you heard this person sing?
- yeah.. i think
2) Do you think this person will repost this?
- mayb.. if he sees this
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person?
- nothing

S.
Shahari
1) Is this person taller than you?
- Yea
2) Do you enjoy spending time with her?
- lol.. yeah..
3) Do they live close to you?
- not that close

T.
1) Would you do anything for him/her?
2) Have you been to his/her house?
3) Is this person in deep shit ?

U.
1) Is this person in a relationship?
2) When is the last time you saw him/her?
3) What colour hair does this person have?


V.
1) Do you see this person alot?
2) When did you meet her/him?
3) Is this person your friend?

W.
1) Is this person quiet or loud?
2) Name a friend that both of you are close too?
3) What color eyes does this person have?


X.
Xing Wei
1) Why are you friends with him/her?
- in case i get lost and duno wad bus to take

2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them?
- yeah

3) What is one thing you would change about them?
- i duno.. the way he reacts to gay stuffs?

Y.

Yixuan
1) Does this person wear make-up?

- I dont think so..
2) Does this person play any instruments?

- i dont think so.. oso.
3) What is their favourite sport?

- lol.. i duno..

Z.
Zubaidah
1) Does this person have MSN?
- who doesnt?
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her?
- lol.. no
3) What is the best thing about this person?
- shorter than me :)

thats all :)

okay.. my head hurts from thinking which letter is who.. so yeah.. bb
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Friday 22 May 2009
Owl..
okay.. i think im become noctournal.. however it is spelt.. today like freaking sleepy in class.. aft hl was phy.. duno why i like so bored.. then got poa.. tahts the only lesson i not sleepy coz teacher nv come so me and faishal played psp at the back of the class.. then recess was normal.. then eng was so boring fer the 1st time.. dang.. then during prayers oso a bit sleepy.. almost slept =X during mt focus oso i sleep.. haish.. then at night i cant sleep.. omg.. im becoming an owl..

anw, ive been trying to learn the afterlife solo by a7x.. fuck that speed.. i cant seem to sweep pick that fast.. learnt all the notes but not the speed.. haish.. talk abt being owned by speed..

so yeah.. im kinda hyper right now.. mayb too much sweet.. speaking of sweets, i need to stock up sweets fer the mt mock exam week.. i will need sth to keep me awake.. or mayb i shud just sleep earlier.. hmm.. nvm.. sweets, here i come
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Thursday 21 May 2009
Sleepless Nights..
Well I know that it's late but the words wouldn't wait
I'm really sorry that I woke you up
I don't know what's come over me
If I'm wrong let me know
Do you think I should go
But before you give an answer
think of somewhere you'd rather be

You deserve more than this packing guilt for a trip
I never thought that I would get this far
Searching for the words to say
Summer wind desert stars
All of this could be yours
You know it only takes two words and we'll both be on our way

All that I want and all that I need
All I wanna know is do you want to come with me..

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Argh.. is it me? or is it getting hotter and hotter each day.. and the rains are so random.. it comes down any time and stops like 1hr later.. dang.. all thanks to global warming.. haish..
anw.. been having sleepless nights.. might be due to some stuffs.. 1) damn hot at night, 2) kinda bored coz nth to do at night, 3) tired of the games in my psp, 4) always lose my pillows, 5) i just cant sleep..
ass.. i think i need sleeping pills or sth.. wonder if doing that is legal.. haish.. i need to get more sleep..
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Wednesday 20 May 2009
Dark days..
okay.. today nth much happened..
lazy to type everything..
gt "fight" at MFT betw bert and a poly guy
yeah..
okay..
byebye..

So give me reason.. To prove me wrong..
To wash this memory clean.. Let the thoughts cross..
The distance in your eyes..
Give me reason.. To fill this hole..
Connect the space between.. Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies..
Across this new divide..
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Tuesday 19 May 2009
afihslasfnarglsn :)
yeah.. that title means relaxing day in gibberish.. so yeah.. im bored so im gonna talk abt my whole day.. :) dont fall asleep..

okay.. in the morning kena woken up by my sis.. go slam my door coz i wudnt wake up.. yeah.. imagine that shock.. then limped slowly to the toilet, just to know that i forgot to bring my towel.. so i walked back to my room.. take the towel.. and went back to the bathroom.. in the bathroom.. i turned on the water heater.. then i stood under the shower fer a few minutes.. then, i took some shampoo and shampoo-ed my hair.. then i took the shower gel and cleaned the rest of my body.. then, i walked towards the sink and took my toothbrush.. then i squeeze some toothpaste on it and started brushing.. then i went to my room, put my clothes on.. and prayed.. yeah i pray.. u dont believe? lol.. im religious :) lol yeah..

okok.. then i took my pocket money, wore my socks and shoes.. and went out of the hse.. went down wif my father den walked to the bus stop.. then took the bus to the interchange and took 911 to sch.. the bus driver i think was one of the fast and furious character.. coz he drove the bus like a ferarri.. even for short distances, he accelerated like shit.. then jammed the emergency brakes.. den everyone like riding roller coaster.. lol

ok.. then reach sch.. and our day was ruined by angela.. telling me, hadi, karim, faishal and dhivyen some sick things.. sick and digusting.. i wont tell u wad coz i dont want to ruin yr day like SOMEONE did.. :) lol.. sorry angela.. then went fer that 'talk' aka nag at the dance studio.. its more of a nag from the principal than a talk.. so yeah.. boring shit.. then fer the rest of the day in class, i played dj max and dynasty warriors at the back of the class.. so fun :)

aft sch, went to 883 as usual.. bought bubble tea and crapped wif the usual peeps.. then went back to sch fer poa focus.. i feel like we are doing speed practise coz we all do the work like some robots.. speaking of robots, prasad keeps calling himself "I robot" -.- coz someone called him will smith coz of his hair.. lol.. yeah

then aft focus, we went to the library coz shah wanted to make his library card coz he lost it.. then aft that we all went to macdonalds and talked crap fer abt 1 hr before going home..

yeah.. im gonna stop here coz my fingers hurt.. yeah.. all thanks to DnT :) yeah.. so bye

and yeah.. brfore i go.. my headache is killing me.. i think that pain from the foot injury i got from colliding wif aizal during soccer is going up to my head.. or that acrylic poison is messing with my brain.. either way.. i think im dying -.-
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Sunday 17 May 2009
sad sad sad..
so yeah.. another sad weekend.. my auntie just passed away.. yeah.. oooh.. lol.. yeah.. but i guess im over it.. but my mum aint.. lol.. mayb coz im not too close wif her.. while my mum is her little sis.. yeah.. so yeah.. okay.. i duno why i said yeah twice.. nvm

so yeah.. (again).. been playing my new psp game.. rockband! yeah.. dont even ask how i haf to sing.. coz i dun nid to.. just need to play all 4 instruments.. yup.. lol.. the game kinda like dj max.. and yeah.. the songs are those old old ones.. im still wondering how the heck to get new songs.. hmm.. so yeah.. im gonna do sth fun.. or not.. i duno.. yeah.. bb

PS: ignore the yeah-s..
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Thursday 14 May 2009
dum didi dum didi dum -.-
yeah.. today was okay.. kinda fun at times and kinda boring.. yup.. so yeah.. reached sch at 7.35.. lol.. 1st time come late.. well.. not so late.. later than my usual timing.. and for the first time i tot faishal wud reach sch before me.. but yeah.. i think he slept in the toilet again.. lol.. so FT was quite okay.. talk talk like nobody's business.. then during MT got like pep talk by cikgu.. telling us all the mistakes, what to do and what not to do, to work hard and pray hard, do your best and leave it all to God.. yeah.. all those kind of stuffs. yeah.. for the 1st time.. okay.. mayb not.. but yeah.. i see the light! lol.. got like this kind of feeling of hope.. lol.. anw.. aft that maths.. boring as usual.. then recess.. usual stuffs.. then chem.. played wif that solid P.. wadever it is.. put in water and HCl then watch it get hot and make bubbles.. haha.. soo cool.. then dnt oso usual stuffs.. draw draw then throw away :) coz draw stupid things that are not related to dnt :D

then aft sch went to 883.. bought cookies as promised -.- andgela and yi xuan.. now u guys owe me cookies.. :P lol.. yeah.. bought bubble tea oso.. then come back sch fer focus.. maths was lame.. mr tan wasnt there then got this new old teacher.. lol.. duno wad he talking all.. me faishal and karim and xing wei all playing wiif thet solid P which karim took from the chem lab.. lol.. then aft focus went to halim hse.. played some guitar and stuffs.. watch then make up new songs.. i mean song.. yeah.. then go home.. bathed.. ate.. watched X-men.. then use comp.. so yeah.. i think im gonna play combat arms now.. bb :)
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Wednesday 13 May 2009
Broken Glass...
I wish my life was this song
'cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years
And never have to cry I'd show you how I feel
With out saying a word

* * *

I wish my life was this song
'cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years
And never have to cry I'd show you how I feel
With out saying a word
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Monday 11 May 2009
Library :)
okay.. today went to library wif my cousin and his frens.. im kinda scaring myself here.. this is one of those rare occasions where i want to go library because i want to.. yeah.. me and library dont usually see eye to eye.. hahas.. anw, when reach library, my cousin the frens all there oredi.. and yeah.. they were kinda nerdy. hahas.. after about an hr or so, those un-nerdy ones came.. i feel so young there sia.. hahas.. all sec 5s and older.. lol.. yeah.. they studying maths coz tmr they gt exams.. so i there do my maths hw.. then when bored i played combat arms wif some of his frens.. lol.. cool ppl.. very easy going.. hahas.. then aft a while we all went to eat at mac.. i just realized mac gives a lot of drink but very little food.. lol.. no wonder i never finish my drink at mac.. lol.. yeah.. then aft that folo them go tangkap steam fer a while.. den go back library.. played their laptops again like nobody's business.. lol.. by abt 3 pm, that whole area was full of evergreen students lol.. some of my cousin fren tot i was some new kid from sch.. lol.. yeah.. until he says that i was his cousin and was from riverside.. lol.. yeah.. then abt 6+ we split up.. some of his rens went to gym to work out.. some went fushan coz the library very cold.. lol.. some wanted to go home.. so yeah.. me and my cousin went home oso.. walked to the bus stopaft cwp and took bus wif him.. so yeah.. now i wan play game.. lol.. bb
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Sunday 10 May 2009
Happy Mothers' Day!!
okay.. before i start crapping abt my day, i wan to say happy mothers' day to my beloved mother! yeah.. stay happy.. lol

anw.. today my parents had some family bowling tournament.. and guess what? i had to go to religious class! ass.. so yeah.. aft religious class, went home and changed.. then, i made my way to bukit gombak.. yeah.. long trip.. so when i reach there, my cousin oso there.. so since we not playing, we went out to walk arnd.. yeah.. walk walk walk then my cousin said he wanted to smoke.. so we went outside to some resident area and smoked there.. aft that we bought some ice creams! yummy yummy.. lol.. yeah.. he bought those just to get rid of the cigarette smell.. lol.. so we went back to that bowling alley place.. walked arnd to see if there is LAN game or pool.. and yeah.. we found the pool.. swimming pool -.- ass.. they could haf written the 'swimming' in front.. lol.. so we went back to the alley and watched our parents bowl.. den our mothers felt a little tired so we took over.. it was supposed to be a tournament.. but when they look at the rankings, they gave up coz the 1st place was 2 times our points.. all the four members in that team got at least 200 per game.. lol.. so me and my cousin played..

aft that my family and i went to mac.. i blanja them since it was mothers' day.. yeah... 30 bucks burn.. lol.. yeah.. sad. lol.. then aft that we went to east coast coz my cousin just now the family got some picnic..

when we reached there, my cousin wanted to ride a bike.. so he and me went to that bike shop to rent one.. and guess what? we rent that double seat bike.. lol.. we looked like gays.. hahas. lol.. so yeah.. while biking, he wanted to smoke again.. so i had to light it up fer him coz he was in front.. lol.. so yeah... lol.. then he was like "min! dont put in your mouth lah.. i dont want you to folo me lah.." then i say ah.. if nv put in my mouth how to light up.. lol.. then he said "ah.. fine.. just dont puff.." lol.. hahas.. yeah.. he was like a big bro to me since i was little.. he kinda over protective abt these kinds of things.. lol.. but yeah.. you know what i did while lighting it up.. *wink* lol. its up to you what i did.. hahas.. and yeah.. we learnt a lesson.. nv ride a bike fast while smoking.. lol.. the freaking cigarette became short so fast.. i behind cycled my ass of.. then he was shouting "woi! not so fast lah.. later finish fast! i dun wan waste.." lol.. hahas.. yeah.. then while biking.. we got owned by some old woman.. she was ringing that bell behind us.. then we were like fucked up lah.. we cycled so fast to catch up to her and bell her from behind.. lol.. and guess what? once we passed her, our bicycle the chain came off.. lol.. owned.. my cousin like making fun of us.. he was like "i bet that auntie was laughing her ass off at us now.. good job min... good job.." lol.. we laughed soo hard i almost peed.. lol

so yeah.. now i at home.. tmr meeting him again.. he wanted to "study".. yeah thats wad he says.. i duno if he is going to study or play game.. he said his nerd fren coming.. so i think they're going to study.. he told me to folo to teach him chem.. so i think im gonna bring my hist and maths.. can finish at library that SBQs and maths qns.. so yeah.. now i wan play game.. tata
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Wednesday 6 May 2009
Happy Happy Happy!
lol.. i duno why.. but this week i very happy.. happy almost to the point of being retard.. lol.. sooo long nv felt like this.. lol.. i think im going thru a change.. whats it called? metamorphosis? lol. im like a caterpillar turning into a pupa.. lol.. i haf no idea what the heck im saying.. hahas.. lalalala

anw.. just now came back frm playing soccer took a bus as usual.. then there's this grp of students sat arnd me.. they down there swearing their asses off.. den got a few adults tell them to keep quiet.. then duno argue argue until duno wad they toking.. just becoz of swearing, lots of stuffs not linked to it all came out.. lol.. police.. pigs.. -.- duno wad singapore law all come out.. i down there trying to make a maintained face oso failed.. lol.. couldnt control my face.. felt like laughing.. lol.. retards..

i just saw the transformer 2 trailer.. yes.. i know a lot of you haf seen it oredi -.- dont nid to say im outdated or anything.. lol.. but yeah.. it looks damn cool.. i wan watch! wonder when it comes out.. lol.. hope ppl out there will upload it so no nid waste money watch at cinema.. lol.. i know wad ur thinking.. im a cheapo.. lol.. mayb i am.. at times.. :D

so yeah.. i duno why im soo jumpy right now.. if only i could jump like that jumper guy.. so cool.. :D yeah.. and yeah.. my maths is getting better.. i duno why.. mayb doing homework and sleeping early do help. now i nid to buck up on my physics... yeah.. im not scared of you 'O's! ur just a single letter that will determine my future.. okay.. now im a little scared of you.. :D yeah... okay.. i shall stop now.. coz i feel retarded.. time to shoot some ppl down! going to play game.. so yeah.. cya!
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Saturday 2 May 2009
Bliss In Ignorance..
cool old linkin park song.. was rummaging thru my old cds and saw that old hybrid theory cd.. surprised that it still works.. lol..



Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

i'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and open up my mind
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
edit:
okay.. im bored.. time to do random quiz!


RULES:
- Tell 100 Truths
- Tag 15 people after
- They do the same back to you

LAST TIME:
1. Last beverage : grape juice
2. Last phone call : cousin
3. Last text message : cousin
4. Last song you listened to : linkin park songs
5. Last time you cried : dont remind me..

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice : er..
2. Been cheated on? : err..
3. Cheated someone else? : I hope not
4. Lost someone special? : duhh..
5. Been depressed? : i dont think so
6. Been drunk and threw up? : er.. i dont drink..

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
black.. blue.. grey.. white..

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends : yeah.. tho i duno their names..
2. Fallen out of love : er..
3. Laughed until you cried : lol.. yup
4. Met someone who changed you : yeah..
5. Found out who your true friends were : duhh..
6. Found out someone was talking about you : duhh.. again..
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : erm..
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life : all.. i blocked off thosoe i duno years ago..
9. How many kids do you want to have : havent planned.. lol
10. Do you have any pets : yeah.
11. Do you want to change your name : nah.. okay.. mayb..
12. What did you do for your last birthday : went out.. got new stuffs
13. What time did you wake up today : 10am
14. What were you doing at midnight last night : trying to sleep.. damn hot..
15. Name somethings you CANNOT wait for : to know what thing i cant wait for..
16. Last time you saw your father : -.- just before he went to bed
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life : my height.. lol
18. What are you listening to right now : peterpan songs.. (malay.. not that fairy tale peterpan)
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : i think so
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? : no one
21. Most visited webpages : youtube.. facebook.. blog.. hotmail.. etc etc

GENERAL:
1. What's your name : Muhammad Muhaimin
2. Nicknames : min, mimin, momo
3. Relationship Status : er..
4. Zodiac sign : chicken.. eh no.. rooster
5. Male or female or transgendered : 100% male.. no more, no less
6. Elementary : PAP?
7. Middle School : Woodlands Ring Primary School
8. High school : Riverside Secondary School
10. Hair color : black. no white
11. Long or short : to me short.. to teachers and my mother long -.-
16. Height : 160cm.. dont laugh assholes
17. Do you have a crush on someone? : erm..
18: What do you like about yourself? : er.. slacky?
19. Piercings : none..
20. Tattoos : one big dragon on my back.. lol.. nah.. just scars.. which i wished looked like dragons
21. Righty or lefty : righty.. but i wanted to be lefty..

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery : cant rmb.. dont want to rmb..
23. First piercing : which part of none dont you get it?
24. First best friends : cant rmb.. the 1st fren that i rmb till now is halim..
26. First sport you joined : soccer
27. First pet : fish
28. First vacation : langkawi.. i think
29. First concert : cant rmb..
30. First crush : that girl frm my p1 class.. lol.. cant rmb her name -.-

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating : waffles
50. Drinking : saliva.. lol
52. I'm about to : press enter
53. Listening to : song
55. Waiting for : me to feel sleepy

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? : duhh
59. Want to get married? : -.- duh
60. Careers in mind? : being a superhero. lol.. a business man.. chewah

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes : eyes
69. Hugs or kisses : erm.. both
70. Shorter or taller : shorter..
71. Older or Younger : younger, if not same age..
72. Romantic or spontaneous : both?
73. Nice stomach or nice arms : okay.. i dont think this apply to girls..
74. Sensitive or loud : sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship : relationship
76. Trouble maker or hesitant : that depends

RANDOM:
78. Ever kissed a stranger? : whaa?
79. Drank hard liquor : nope.. nv will.. i hope
80. Lost glasses/contacts : yeah.. found it on my head -.- ass
81. Sex on first date : what the?!
82. Broken someone's heart : i hope not..
83. Had your own heart broken : guess so
84. Turned someone down? : yeah.. sorry
85. Turned down by someone? : er..
87. Cried when someone died : duhh
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? : i think so.. long story.. lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself : yeah..
90. Miracles : sometimes.. when its possible
91. Love at first sight : guess so..
92. Heaven : duhh
93. Santa Clause : nah
95. Kissing on the first date? : lol..
96. Angels : yup

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : yeah..
98. Who is it? : lol.. didnt see that qn coming
99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? : nope.. im loyal.. chewah
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? : nah..

TAGS:
anyone who haf the time..

Strawberriboii93 signing off~