Wednesday 29 April 2009
Crawling...
okay.. i duno wad to blog abt.. so i'll just talk abt that freakishly large dragonlfy in the bus.. so there i was.. innocently boarded the bus.. then i went to sit at this seat beside the window.. then i saw sth ah.. i tot it was just a toy.. until i saw its wings moved.. mervin (duno how to spell -.-) was beside me.. so i was like.. eh eh.. move to the other seat.. he asked me why.. den i pointed at that 'thing'.. yeah so we moved.. natasha was behind us.. den she like looked at us.. making that why-did-they-move face.. so we pointed that it.. lol.. the funny thing is that aft we moved.. there was this lady who sat there.. duno if she knows abt it.. me and mervin keep looking at her.. and that dragonfly.. lol.. i can imagine wad wud happen if it flew.. lol.. chaos in the bus.. hahas.. ppl shouting here and there.. hahaha.. yeah.. it was big.. like those adult sized dragonfly.. lol.. yeah.. still.. i kept wondering.. how the heck did it get there..? and will i be dragonflyman if i got bitten? o.O i guess i will never know until i get bitten by it..


Take everything.. From the inside.. And throw it all away.. Coz I swear.. For the last time.. I wont trust myself with you..
Strawberriboii93 signing off~

Tuesday 28 April 2009
Still taller than them.. :D
okay.. i duno why.. but today.. my pri sch frens all suddenly talked to me.. cool ah.. like update on whats going on and stuffs.. and yeah.. im still taller than some of them :D okay.. mayb not some.. a few.. better than nth right? it doesnt hurt to feel a little proud right? lol.. wokay

okay.. i just watched this vid.. power sia this guy.. damn daring.. so yeah.. enjoy..

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Monday 27 April 2009
Reset!
hey.. ever wondered what life wud be like if life is like a video game? lol.. okay.. i admit thats a random qn.. but seriously.. if you're thinking that i had played to much games to ask this qn.. you're right. lol. i know you guys also want to swing ridiculously large swords around too.. or shooting with your gun w/o getting catch by the cops.. lol. that wud be cool.. but wad i meant was not those kind.. ever felt that you haf done sth really wrong and want to fix it? in video games.. you can save.. and load from there if you haf did sth wrong.. or lost a battle or sth.. sth like a reset button.. okay.. not sth.. a reset button.. :) yeah.. wud it be great if there was sth like that in real life.. everytime you do sth wrong, you can just press the reset button and it is as if nothing had happened.. then when you go thru some stuffs in life that you like, you can save.. and then load when you want it to happen again.. yeah.. i'd like that.. oh well.. too bad there is nth like that on earth.. unless there is a second einstein.. that wud be good wudnt it?
I've lied to you..
This is the last smile that I'll fake for the sake of being with you..
I've tried, like you, to do everything you wanted to..
This is the last time..
That I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you..
The sake of being with you..
Everything falls apart..
Even the people who never frown eventually break down..
The sacrifice is never knowing
Reverse psychology is failing miserably..
It's so hard to be left all alone..
Telling you is the only chance for me..
There is nothing left but to turn and face you..
When I look into your eyes there nothing there to see..
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me..
Asking why..
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie..
The sacrifice is never knowing..
Why I stay..?
When you just push away..
No matter what you see..
You're still so blind to me..
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Saturday 25 April 2009
...
yeah.. speech day finished.. so no more cca fer me.. so yeah.. i guess i haf more time to play soccer and stuffs that can do aft sch.. i haf to admit that i will kinda miss u choir ppl.. okay.. i cant believe i just said that.. nvm.. haish.. i tot i wud me more happier than this.. wth is wrong wif me? haish.. im scaring myself.. lets stop here before i burst into tears..

anw.. just went back from late dinner.. very very full right now.. plaing my guitar.. it looks better with silver strings that the 'copper' coloured one last time.. duno wad song want to play.. so i'll just play random chords.. so yeah.. byeb

telling me to go... but hands beg me to stay...
your lips say that you love.. your eyes say that you hate..
there's truth in your lies.. doubt in your faith..
what you build you lay to waste..
so I.. I wont be the one.. be the one to leave this..
in pieces..
and you.. you will be alone.. alone with all your secrets..
and regrets.. dont lie..
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Thursday 23 April 2009
Owned..
haish.. shah.. i will get revenge on you.. i will think of sth to distract you and touch your nose.. :D one way or another.. i will touch your nose.. aft so many times u tricked me.. i wont fall for it again.. even though i still do after saying that thousands of times today.. haish.. i need to be less distracted.. time to think of ways to make shah distracted.. and touch his nose xD
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Wednesday 22 April 2009
Happy Birthday Buff!
yeah.. happy bday hadi! 17 ah? haish.. we can never catch up to you.. :P lol.. chicken curry all the way! -.- hahas..

okay.. school.. lessons not very fun today.. oni pe was fun coz running and SR coz see them talk talk on that 'stage' at library.. the rest was boring as shit.. yeah.. other than recess where hadi had a face full of cake.. again.. hahas.. and he got itchy.. again.. lol.. yeah

aft sch went to play soccer.. played fer a while den go home wif hadi.. den at bus stop while waiting fer bus saw shah.. oso going back.. took bus go home.. reach home.. bathed.. ate.. watched ben 10.. dont laugh asshole.. its cool.. okay.. mayb not so cool.. but i like the show.. im young at heart :D lol.. yeah.. then played a little bit of patapon 2.. why so many ppl say the game lame sia? i like addicted to that game.. pata pata pata pon! pon pon pata pon! chaka chaka pata pon! lol.. okay.. yeah..

been listening to some random songs.. listen to this.. ordinary world by duran duran.. yes.. i know they're old.. they're like my fathers generation.. mayb older -.-.. i duno.. yeah..

Ordinary World - DURAN DURAN

and now the cover by fenix tx..


Ordinary World (Cover) - Fenix TX

personally i prefer the fenix tx version.. its way faster.. and haf a cool beat.. as fer duran duran.. i listen to them when i emo.. lol.. slow song.. but the lyrics all the same.. yeah.. i think i'll learn how to play these songs on guitar.. right aft i but new strings on friday.. and a peg winder.. haish.. $12.. burnnn..
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Monday 20 April 2009
Ugh.. Suay..
damng.. snapped my guitar string last night.. was feeling feeling playing arnd midnight then got like 'tiaung' sound.. i tot wad.. so i continued playing only to realize there was nothing at the e string.. ass.. now nid go restring but lazy go to the shop.. thinking ofrestringing myself.. but i just need a peg winder.. coz i dun wan to waste my energy turning that peg using my fingers... so yeah.. peg winders anyone?
Strawberriboii93 signing off~

Sunday 19 April 2009
Wheee! Hmwrk Finished!
okay.. today.. i went to religious class in the morn.. fer 45 mins did some arabic crap.. which made me feel freaking dizzy coz i haf no idea what the heck they talking.. and to make it worse, we had to rewite them while making some changes i cant seem to see the pattern -.- so yeah.. ppl all finish oredi, me and my frens still at the 2nd para.. ass.. i dun understand!

anw.. aft that went home.. changed.. then parents came home.. den went out.. played bowling.. almost owned my father again.. but then at the last 3 frames he go strike all the way.. ass.. make me feel suckish T.T lol.. 2nd game was worse.. and lets not talk abt the last o.o

den aft that went to eat at cwp coz my sis wan buy sth at popular.. yeah.. aft buying her stuffs and ate, we went home.. den i did my hmwrk! wow.. so long i haf nv felt this wow-i-finished-my-hmwrk feeling.. :D yeah.. now oni left my humans.. coz i duno how to do.. did some dnt.. surprised that my father had that silicone gun fer those fishtanks in our hse o.o yeah.. took a hard time to draw that thing.. haish.. den did a english.. yeah..

okay.. my aunt is coming.. duno if my cousins coming oso.. so i now haf to clean up my room.. so.. yeah.. cya
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Friday 17 April 2009
Tired..
yeah.. SYF today.. damn tired.. den aft that still went fer focus study.. haish.. mt paper was fairly easy... so im a little afraid that i will get careless mistakes.. and dnt.. i think its gonna be kinda interesting from now on.. got a new idea.. now i nid to redo all those craps.. haish.. planning to finish the whole thing and making the artifact by the end of june hols.. if can ah.. wahh.. so many free time aft that coz not much to do aft that :D yeah.. played soccer fer a while.. den went home..

so now.. left 1 more week of cca and then cca free! yeah.. im happy.. i think.. okay.. i duno.. nvm.. anw.. my legs still cramping because of that mass run last wed.. haish.. 11.59min.. could haf done better.. at least better than the previous one.. 12.40min.. yeah.. gonna try 11.30min next wed.. must ruuunnnn! cannot afford to walk.. haish.. i just realized sth.. i really suck at napfa when i was in pri sch.. my 1.6km timing is longer than my 2.4 timing o.o .. yeah.. shocked me..

so yeah.. im tired.. bye
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Thursday 16 April 2009
Yeah.. My fault..
yeah.. dont feel like blogging.. so here's a song.. nice song.. one of the songs i can relate to.. wow.. -.- and yeah.. awesome solo.. learnt half of it ytd.. going to learn all of it today.. so.. bye






I guess we've had our fun
but it seems our fun is over now
And that's all right
It's all right
Time for me to move along
And after all is said and done
I'll be all right
It's all right

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know
I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault

Here we go again unsuccessful to make amends
And that's all right
It's all right
I've tried as hard as I can but I can't seem to understand
And that's all right
It's all right

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know
I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault

I guess it's over now your honesty has all run out
And that's all right
It's all right
I just can't seem to see how the hell you can make believe
And that's all right
It's all right

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know
I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault

dont ask.. and no offence to anyone who feels offended :X
Strawberriboii93 signing off~

Tuesday 14 April 2009
:D
okay.. im bored.. im gonna do this quick.. lol.. not really.. i got lots of time in my hand :D

What is your current obsession?
obsession? guitar? i guess so..

What are you wearing today?
er.. clothes?

Do you nap a lot?
kinda..

Why is today special?
i duno.. is that a rhetorical question?

What would you like to learn to do?
hmm.. play guitar? nonono.. i would like to learn how those ppl talk with their mouth closed :X

What’s for dinner today?
er.. nasi lemak?

What’s the last thing you bought?
a drink

What are you listening to right now?
Tearjerker - Fenix TX

What is your favourite weather?
those cooling sunny day.. wheee

What is on your bedside table?
a container full of coins, radio, a spoilt tv (lazy to throw), ps2, CDs, kingkong action figure (dont ask), lotion (dont ask oso), tissue :)

What is your most challenging goal right now?
er.. lets skip this qn..

What do you think about the person who tagged you?
-.-

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
hmm.. France? mayb Hawaii.. nonono.. i am happy wif wad i haf,, so that wud be woodlands :D

Favourite vacation spot?
im not really that picky abt vacations..

Name the things you cannot live without.
spirit, body, life

How was your childhood?
fun.. but i want more of it..

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
lol.. the first time i read this sth sick came into my mind.. nvm.. i'd say a pillow.. a really soft one

What would you like to get rid of?
nth.. im happy with what i have

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
somewhere that takes less than 1 hr to go to

Which language do you want to learn?
French.. Japanese.. yeah.. mayb German :D

Which countries have you visited?
cant really rmb.. the only one i can rmb is malaysia -.- who hasn't been there?
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Sunday 12 April 2009
Bored to death..
as the title says.. im bored to death.. and hungry...


Phoebe Cates (Album Version) - Fenix Tx

i like this song.. its abt that actress.. phoebe cates.. if you've seen her.. you'll know why all he really need is some one like phoebe.. enjoy :)



Don't wanna hang around anyone today
I'm sick of playing the same old games
Cause I know I can't win them anyway
And I will dream a different lie
Stuck in between her thighs and wonder just when I will meet her
All I really need is someone like Phoebe
Someone to excite my fantasy
And every night I'll dream that she is here with me
And i will be the only one for her
And I'm wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine tonight
Wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine
I've been in love since the day I saw fast times
It's on a permanent rewind and can you guess my favorite part
I used to like tossing off to her pool scene
Now I'm kissing TV screens
She's the only star who's touched my heart on
All i really need is someone like Phoebe
Someone to excite my fantasy and every night I'll dream that she is here with me
And i will be the only one for her
And I'm looking for a fast time
Watching out for bright lights
Send me off to private school
When I'm with you it's paradise
Looking for a fast time
Watching out for bright lights
Send me off to private school
When I'm with you it's paradise
When I'm with you it's paradise
When I'm with you it's paradise
When I'm with you it's paradise
All I really need is someone like Phoebe
Someone to excite my fantasy and every night I'll dream that she is here with me
And I will be the only one for her
And I'm wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine tonight
Wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine
Wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine tonight
Wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine tonight
Wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine tonight
Wasting time going blind thinking she'll be mine tonight
Strawberriboii93 signing off~

Thursday 9 April 2009
Mass Run.. Failed..
okay.. lets talk abt the fun things that happened today.. went to chem lab (okay.. not that fun).. did some cation crap.. hand kena lots of alkali and solutions.. feels great lol.. then DnT teacher dun haf.. so kinda slack.. okay.. teacher haf oso we slack.. anw.. talk talk with the ppl on my table.. talk to yi xuan abt pri sch.. duno why.. talked to faishal and elza abt hairs.. lol.. and talked wif joey abt crap.. lol.. everyone at the table laughing our asses off.. lol.. thats just sick.. nvm..
and yeah.. mass run today.. didnt get to run because of rain -.- drizzle to be exact.. told hadi not to sing.. yet he sang.. haish.. took some pics coz bored.. made lots of lame shots and stuffs.. too bad i dun haf those pics -.- then aft mass run went to cwp go eat.. hadi got full w/o focking out a single cent.. lol.. all leftovers he eat.. hahas.. drank all the soup we had.. lol.. den had staring game.. all face cannot maintain.. lol.. funny.. and yeah.. prasad got vids of hadi eating.. lol
yeah.. tmr holiday.. going to my aunt hse at malaysia.. aft soo many years.. abt 13 years to be exact.. the freaking cool river is filled wif water again! the water sooo cool.. its like soo clear lidat.. lol.. so long nv swim there.. i was 3 when i last swam there.. that great feeling will be back tmr! wheeee! lol
some pics i found in my phone..


Hadi's first makeover..
anyone who haf his second makeover using cake pls send me :)







Exhibit A : Azri, the Emo




Exhibit B : Farid, Emo number 2










When Fadzil became very strong..
Branca.. smiling as usual -.-



Shah carrying me with his "oh-this-guy-is-light" face
Hadi.. haf no idea what he is doing..
what looked like denzel looks like he is crying





Hadi.. retarded as usual..




Dumbbells showing off their "muscles"
oh yeah.. and that veiny one on the right is shah's if im not wrong
and faishal with a retarded face behind





The ones who thought they had real ones..
Dhivyen, the 'fierce' one..
Fadzil, the 'cool' faced guy..
Hadi, the 'buff' one..
Halim, the 'dragonball' haired one..
no offence to all that i had made fun of.. lol

Strawberriboii93 signing off~

Wednesday 8 April 2009
Ugh..


Tragedi Oktober - Awie

okay.. i dont want to talk abt what happened today.. and yeah.. ezz.. if ur readin this.. i bet you're laughing yr ass off.. hey.. at least i dont hump dance with the mic.. hahas.. sry dude.. kidding..

okay.. today go sch i saw my pri sch fren.. wads her name..? nadiah i think.. yeah.. still abt my height.. yup.. since pri sch.. hahas.. yeah.. i doubt she rmbs me.. coz i look kinda diff.. i think :) on the other hand.. i saw farhanah when going back home.. i think thats her name.. all i know we keep calling her kambing which means lamb.. or goat.. i think.. lol.. i duno why.. yeah.. she rmbs me.. i think.. yeah.. i think so.. okay.. i just realized sth.. mayb they all rmb me but im the one who cant rmb them :X lol.. coz i cant seem to rmb all my pri sch frens.. well.. the close good frens i can lah.. yeah.. sometimes i see izmil taking the bus.. he is as big as ever.. well.. not that big as in hadi.. but yeah.. you know.. big as in big.. not fat.. yeah.. and also i see afiq.. every week in fact.. always see him at mosque.. hahas.. me and ezz always call him and look away.. his face when searching fr us.. priceless :) yeah..

anw.. this song suddenly poped up into my mind.. so long nv hear sia.. very very old song.. hahas.. my father the generation song.. lol.. yeah.. his voice nice.. i like those malay papa rock kinda singer who dont actually sings rock.. like ramli sarip.. lol.. he stays in woodlands :) sometimes i see him at cwp.. or at admiralty market.. lol.. nvm.. you wudnt believe me..

so yeah.. thats all fer today.. i'll edit if anything else pops up into my mind and i feel like putting it here.. so.. cya

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Monday 6 April 2009
Eagle eyes..
yeah.. watch this.. this guy got perfect aiming

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Sunday 5 April 2009
GH? Forget abt it..
okay.. i vow never to touch another guitar hero game.. coz i really suck at it.. a lot.. okay.. not that lot but u get the point.. i haf no idea how the heck ppl can reach the 1st button all the way to the last one.. you need some freakin long fingers man.. and i cant even play 4 buttons smoothly.. hais.. i think i'll keep to my real guitar... which is waaayyy easier than playing guitar hero.. mayb i'll try the drums.. or the mic.. hehe :)
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Officially NC16 :)
so yeah.. im officially NC16-free.. and yup.. im 16! whee! okay.. what am i whee-ing for? im getting old.. ass.. hahaha.. nxt thing i know.. i will be M18-free.. haha.. cant wait to be 21.. ahem.. you know what i mean.. right right??

hahahaha happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me :D
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Saturday 4 April 2009
When the rain comes..
yeah.. today the sc again.. my class sad sia.. lots of 4th places.. all during finals lose.. hais.. cap's ball, dodgeball, TOW.. haish.. nvm nvm.. at least we had fun.. and yeah.. kena go cca oso.. sad sia.. lol

anw.. aft sc we go mft play soccer.. the rain like on anf offs sia.. and i feel sick right now o.o anw.. when they playing.. i went to buy drink.. den when i come back, i saw a police car.. the cops when out.. i tot nth sia. so i went to the court lah.. then the cops came to us and ask fer our ICs and phone.. lol. i think got some kind of theft or sth so they want check.. i hope it is.. coz i dun wan them to come knocking on my door o.o yah.. so aft all that we continue play.. den arnd 4 me and hadi went off.. coz tired oredi.. i reach home, bathed, and sleep.. just woke up here.. lol..

anw, i found this band.. fenix tx.. i duno old or new.. but i bet its old.. yeah.. they sound like those punk rock bands.. their songs nice.. to me lah.. but u guys i duno.. hahas.. okay.. im going to listen to them again.. bb

edit: okay.. they're old band.. they broke up.. lol
Strawberriboii93 signing off~

Friday 3 April 2009
Tag.. TAG.. TAAAAGGGG!! LOL. nvm..
yup.. unless u dont know how to read my title, u shud haf guessed that i've been tagged :) yeah.. so here it is!

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
i duno.. forehead? cheeks? hand? lol..

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
i almost fell from my bed -.- all because of that sister of mine who came and shouted at my ears to wake me up..

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
cant rmb.. i think my cousins if im not wrong..

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
kinda.. i usually get the stuffs i want.. okay.. not really.. i haf to pay them on my own if its very exp -.-

5: Would you ever donate blood?
yup.. for the sake of man kind! haha.. chewah

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yeah.. kinda

7: Do you want someone dead?
erm.. is this a retorical qn?

8:What does your last text message say?
"hi." seriously.. ezz had nth better to do..

9:What are you thinking of right now?
stuffs..

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
i guess so..

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
i think arnd 12.. woke up, and KOed again arnd 3.. couldnt sleep -.-

12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
i duno.. i found it in my wardrobe.. i guess my mum bought it..

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
yeah..

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Ezzuan

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
In random order,

1. Ezzuan
2. Azri
3. Xing Wei
4. Fadzil
5. Hawa
6. Jonathan
7. Angela
8. Joslyn
9. Lok Shing
10. Halim

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with? (Azri)
hahaha.. you'll never know.. LOL

16: Is 3 a male or a female? (Xing Wei)
erm.. physically, a male.. i think.. mentally, gay.

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? (Angela & Halim)
LOL.. that depends on them.. hahaha

18: What is Number 1 studying about? (Ezzuan)
now.. i duno.. in sch.. eng, emaths, amaths, phy, chem, mt, poa, humans :D

20: Is Number 4 single? (Fadzil)
yeah.. unless he's not telling me.. lol

21: Say something about Number 2. (Azri)
erm.. okay.. im gonna be nice here.. he is a guy.. he plays guitar.. he sings..

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?(Xing Wei & Jonathan)
okay.. i know xing wei is gay.. but its just plain weird..

23: Describe Number 9. (Lok Shing)
hmm.. he knows a lot about computer and games

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight? (Jonathan & Angela)
as a good friend, i will help them resolve the problems and make them sign a peace treaty..

25: Do you like Number 1? (Ezzuan)
erm.. Im a guy if u havent noticed.. and ezz is attached..

so yeah.. thanks mum fer getting me that birthday cake.. hahas.. scared that we going out on sunday so she bought it today.. so nicee.. got cookie monster.. lol... nvm.. i think im going to buy a new shoe.. or get a guitar pedal fer my birthday.. or both.. which i bet i haf to pay fer one of them -.-

anw.. just now i nv do pft.. becoz of cca.. ass sia.. i like cannot do anything.. all becoz of cca.. tmr oso i cant play some games.. all becoz of cca.. then nxt week oso mayb cannot go mass run.. all becoz of cca.. hais.. im starting to feel that my life is going to be filled with cca in month.. ass..



best jam ever
Strawberriboii93 signing off~

Thursday 2 April 2009
To all those who complained..
yeah.. to all those who complain that my previous blog skin was troublesome. fuck you all.. lol.. jkjk.. nah.. i decided to use this one before finding a proper one.. kinda hard to read i know.. the real background was gay so i searched my pics and saw this.. lazy to find other so i used this.. :) yah.. i know u all saying i lazy.. but you guys are the lazy ones who dont want to type tor ead my posts in my previous blog skin O.o haha and yah.. im lazy to change the colour of my tagboard so it will stay that coulour till im not lazy

okay.. today went to play soccer aft focus study.. won some, lost some.. yeah.. i think im gonna suck in sports carnival if i keep playing like this.. my playing is like mood swing.. when i good 'mood' i play good.. when i bad 'mood', just forget abt me.. i wont be bothered to play properly :D yeah.. nid to change that attitude of mine.. haish..

so yeah.. tmr pft.. gonna suck at chin ups man.. i can do fucking 2 only.. 3-5 if im in good mood.. hais.. this sucks..

oh yah.. today azura birthday.. happy birthday. lol.. and yeah.. hadi kena make over again.. this time, with cake.. :) the make over before this one was with stickers.. that donation stickers. lol
Strawberriboii93 signing off~