Oh-em-gheeeeeeeee!!! pardon me for intruding and hacking into muhaimin's account. I admit i have nothing else better to do. Despite having my own account, i prefer to use this one. It's just more fun to blog somewhere else than our own. Anyway, today... my day didn't go as well as how i expected it to be. To be honest, i'd rather have a boring day than to be involved in a fight with a loved one. I hate hot-tempered people, you know that? Why? Because nothing can be resolved when your mind isn't straight moreover ruled by your emotions. It always go out of hand and that just makes my blood boil at really high temperature i tell youuuuuuuu. There's no way to talk things through especially not with someone who thinks they are always damn right. Furthermore, it just makes it worse that you can't explain yourself because when you try to bring forward your opinion and prove your rights, they think you're just being an unfilial child who now dares to speak up and object their parents. Yes, that is reality for me. Side tracking abit for now. I saved money but i can't spend it. Funny. I do not like to tied down by some ridiculous rules. And neither do i like to be told not to spend my own money. It's not like as if there's NOTHING inside my account. Seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. When i spend, i make sure there's some more money inside just in case. I may be spendthrift but i'm not that careless mind you. I can't stand it when you lecture me. It always boils down to me and my fault always. I'm lazy i'm this i'm that. When will this all stop?! When will be the day when you start apologising for you not cooking etc. I mean, i don't like to be reprimanded for things i do that by the way, do not trouble you in any way. I don't even ask you for money to fund me for these few months before i start my poly life dammit. I'm responsible for my own expenditures and still you're not happy. ARGH. I gave you good results for O's and i don't even ask you for anything unlike my other friends who do. AND it's not okay for you to throw tantrums at me just because you had a bad day at work. Everybody have bad days and when you arrive home, i wish you could be sensitive enough.

Sincerely,
B.B